Episode #6

[Marcus Lehman]

FUCK! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

I am so out of dodging abilities now. I'm going to get my ass shot and booted from this game because it had to be individual and double TC. Unless Dolly is an incompetent social gamer, and I think she is, I am so going to leave this game.

 EVERY DAMN TC! EVERY DAMN ONE! God damn my life. Like, I am not giving up, but oh my word. This is literally terrible. I've survived 5 of these mutha-fuckas. I just don't think I have it in me to survive a sixth one. I'm so upset right now.

Unless some kind of miracle happens and the tribe bands together and wants to vote someone out who isn't me. Ugh. Seriously. This blows.

[Marcus Lehman]

Seriously though, I'm starting to forget what it feels like to be safe.

[Marcus Lehman]

I'm either way more likable than I initially thought, or these people are simpletons.

If I am not being bullshitted by everyone I am going to survive my sixth straight tribal council. My moaning and groaning earlier was for nothing. I fucking love everything.

Within minutes of results Robb went to Cirie, Cirie came to me, I went to everyone with a pulse, and we all agreed Tasha should be the one to go. I don't even need a reason, I just want to be safe. Apparently though, they (or Robb) believe Tasha is always asking for other peoples opinions, but never offering her own and it is shady. Personally, I like Tasha, but I'm so not risking my neck for her survival. I want my survival. Like always.

Dolly and I talked again for the first time since Day 1. I figured if I wasn't going to vote her out this time it would be better to get her on my side. She contributes a lot to the main chat, she's sweet too. We clicked right away when I contacted her and I think with Robb's and/or Cirie's persuasion she got on board the "Vote Tasha The Fuck Out" train real fast.

I'm hoping this will stick and that no one changes their mind. I'll be sad to see Tasha go, but not as sad as I will be if I go. Not thank you, ma'am.