Confessional #9: Round #9

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Confessional #9: Round #9

[Cirie Fields]

Chelsea:

Let's talk about this bitch first. Her&I have a great one on one relationship that started before we got into tribes. She was my #1 ally, even more then Crystal for awhile before tribes. When we got into tribes, our conversations still happened...but slowed down here and there towards the end of tribes and into this early merge situation. I think she has more footing in this game now, without me. I think that is why it may have slowed down a bit. Also we have been busy in life. She told me as soon as she found her half of the idol, and it was in hopes that I would also find the other half so we had a full idol. Instead, Jaclyn found it. She has been trying to work it so Jaclyn would tell her about her half. But she never does. Jaclyn doesn't seem to want that bond as much as Chelsea does. I think Chels has my back, along with Crystal/Spencer in this game. I just am worried in the future, if she would cut me or not. I just hope that my trust in her is real. Right now, I think it is. We joke about so much together, and I have a ball talking to her on AIM.

Crystal:

Along with Chelsea, I talked to her a ton before tribes. Going into tribes I thought she would stop talking to me as much, like Chelsea did. But she never did. I prob talk to Crystal more then anyone else in this game right now. And that is a fact. More then Chelsea even. We run through everything together, and anything that has been said to us from other people. I have her back 100%. The plan is defo going to be interesting to see Chels and Crystal come through for me. Keep me here over Sierra/Erinn/Adam and to work with me hella long in this game. She was almost targeted last night when Silas/Robb wanted to swap the votes of Anubis onto her intstead of Adam. I quickly told them all to vote for Sierra, because I didn't want her to get votes on her. I said that we have a better chance of Jaclyn voting for Sierra then we do of her voting for Crystal. We couldn't rely on Sierra/Erinn's word. They bought it. I saved Crystal from getting any votes at her last tribal council. I love talking to her on a day to day basis and am hoping our bond continues into the future.

Will Continue This In a Few Minutes.

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Adam:

This bitch is like stuck in his own head. I think Crystal and Chels have a good tight rope around him right now. He hasn't been very game-talk with me thus far.

Spencer:

He is within the alliance of Chels/Me/Crystal/Him as a tight 4 for the merge, and to play everyone else off each other and get to the top 4. However, I would like to bond with him more 1-1 because I think he is the closest to Crystal right now.

Sierra:

This bitch is lost in her own world. She has no chance of winning this game, she has no social ability at all. Everyone other then I think Erinn wants her out, but she is just too easy to take out right now.

Erinn:

She is not social like at all. I want her out super bad. Dolly said she is close to Erinn, yet Erinn lied to her last night because Crystal told her to do it. Erinn is defo not tight with Dolly like I thought, and instead listened to what Crystal wanted. This makes me think that Crystal was defo controlling her previous tribe like she said she was. You go girl. Erinn defo was listening to her every move over something like Dolly that could have really wanted Erinn to work with her. ;( Poor Dolly. Erinn is kind of dumb though, because she has nothing solid going on that I can see. She literally will go soon without making more connections or having a reason to keep her around. She was strong in the individual challenges, and not having a social bond with her makes her such a huge threat for that reason alone.

--More To Come, I am figuring out so much info that I sometimes forget by doing this. Like how well-fitted Crystal is with or without me in the game.--

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Dolly:

I made such a strong connection with Dolly on our tribes. By the end of the tribe, we had a tight four with Robb/Silas, we had Jaclyn on the side. She told me that she wanted to work with me all the way to the Final 2 last round when it started getting super crazy. We were added to a group of 6 that I knew was being done, cuz I was involved in forming it with Chels/Crystal. So Spencer/Chels/Crystal/Me/Jac/Dolly. The plan ended up being to vote Sierra, but Chels/Crystal/Spencer wanted to blindside Robb on the DL. When drama started to go down when Crystal told Erinn to tell Dolly that Sierra/Erinn were willing to vote for Anubis for a majority because they were on the outs. For Crystal. Anubis wanted to secretly do Adam and let Adam go, and we would have a majority this round. Dolly/Me/Jac were then pushing for Sierra to go regardless because of wanting to not betray anyone. For me, it was more to prevent Crystal from getting votes. Either way, Dolly/Silas/Robb were super thinking that Jaclyn wasn't down for this new plan, and was 100% against Anubis before the votes even were down. With the tribal council over, I think Jaclyn looked like the bad guy in Dolly's mind. However, Jac denies voting for Robb and therefore I just wonder how close Dolly/JAc are..will Dolly trust Jac over me? We will find out this round, I think. I do think I am covered pretty well with the help of Crystal/Chels even if my old Anubis all pegs me as the devil and wanting to have me taken out. But I don't think that will happen.

I do hope Dolly still trusts me in this game. However, it may not even matter. If Dolly/Silas leave. Jaclyn/Myself could be with Crystal/Chels/Spencer and likely take the merge majority.  However, going through this today. I see how well connected Crystal is. I am starting to worry about my own game later down the road. If Crystal is being honest with Chels/Me which I think she is. She would want

Dolly out
Silas out
Sierra/Erinn out
Marcus out
Adam out later on

But Erinn/Adam etc will all be listening to her until then.

I am worried about getting rid of someone like Dolly. Someone that had my back and may be listening to me. I am starting to wonder if taking Robb out would have been 100% smart. I am still going back and forth with it in my mind. I think I can deal with it either way, and overcome this. Just hmmmm.


I may have to take Crystal out eventually in order to win this game. She is going to be the one to beat when we come down to Final 6/Final 7. No doubt. I just hope other people start to realize that too.

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Marcus:

He is literally listening to whatever Silas tells him to do. I have been talking to him here and there though, and trying to increase our bond for when Silas leaves. Because Silas isn't going to last at all. I just hope that maybe he would look at me and work with me. Especially if he thinks Jaclyn is the one to vote out Robb, and not me.

Silas:

He really really trusted me last round, when Robb left I think he 100% thought Jaclyn flopped as well. We will see, along with Dolly, what he ends up thinking this round. I just think he isn't very well socially developed in the game. Dan and Robb were his major two allies and both have been taken out of the game. He is kind of doomed. I do think Dolly is more of a social threat then Silas is. I wouldn't mind Silas/Marcus sticking around if they trusted me. The question is? Do they.

Jaclyn:

The scape-goat bitch. She was so easy to paint as the one who flopped her vote when she barely responds to messages at times. <3 She has half the idol. Which she told me about as soon as she got it, but aside from that conversation..we have been super quiet lately with our game talk. I know she has been talking to Chels/Crystal though. They tell me all the time. So I am unsure of what to kind of think with her. I would like to be a strong ally of hers, but with her inability to socially communicate..it isn't likely to progress any further. Ideally, she remains this way so that Silas/Marcus/Dolly continue to blame her. Whereas Crystal/Chels can help wrap her in to go against them with us. =) It is defo going to be interesting to see what happens with her. She is such a wildcard, like Sierra. But it isn't to do with her stupidity like Sierra, for Jaclyn it is his inability to respond fast. She goes away for an hour randomly, and you are left hanging like a WTF.

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Goals:

I need to socialize with Erinn, Sierra, Adam = People I haven't yet made bonds with.

I need to get something going with other people to overthrow Crystal/Chels when the times comes. I cannot sit back and let them take this game. I think they have my back 100%. I think I am in a good spot. A really good spot to be safe for the future rounds. However, I want to do more then just make the top 5/6. I want to win the game. I need to take them out eventually, and I need votes to do that. Votes that I lost with Robb leaving, and Anubis being wary of the person next to them at this point. I need to make new bonds. See where the next few votes go, and pick some left-overs. And like blindside Crystal.

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I think Chels and Crystal truly have my back right now. I just am worried about end-game, and them having more control of the people remaining then me. We will see how things develop. I am bonding a lot more with Erinn lately.

Chels/Crystal are telling Silas/Marcus that Silas is leaving(Yeah, to Silas's face)

Me/Jac are in on the Dolly vote off.

Dolly was told Silas is leaving by Chels earlier today.

Silas/Dolly/Marcus all trust me, and think that Jaclyn was the one who voted Robb(loves it)

Dolly is leaving tonight in a blindside, and Silas/Dolly do think it's going to be either Me/Dolly leaving because Silas is too obvious, and Marcus isn't much of a threat at all.

They think we are basically sitting ducks. But I got me a golden ticket boo boos. I am apart of the plan. Deal Wif It.

Love Dolly, but the girl leaving will be more of a benefit to me. After she goes, I am going to try to save Silas. I would push for Adam to go I think. Or Sierra/Erinn. I want Crystal an Chels to vote off someone from their original tribe at that point. Unless Silas distrusts me after Dolly goes. Then maybe I wouldn't care if he left too.

I just want to own this game with mah girls, and I think I just feel a bit lost with everyone I made bonds with leaving before their peeps. Even though I get it, the people from my tribe are defo better players. Sierra/Adam suck. Erinn has nobody in the game other then Crystal. So I can see why it is better, and agree with Robb/Dolly leaving like they are.