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Post by Cirie Fields on Mar 23, 2015 15:24:35 GMT
Confessional #10: Round #10
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Post by Cirie Fields on Mar 23, 2015 15:26:14 GMT
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Post by Cirie Fields on Mar 23, 2015 22:50:50 GMT
I was so blindsided last night with what went down. Everything in my entire game tumbled down in front of my eyes. The first thing was to blame Crystal. I had nobody else in mind that knew so much to have done so much damage. Dolly/Silas/Marcus hating me and not talking to me. Chelsea leaving. It had to be Crystal. I went off on her like a storm, let everything out in the open. Let everyone turn against her even more then they already were(which I didn't know at the time). She is target #1. And then she wins immunity. FML.
It ended up being Spencer. Adam/Myself pieced it together, and then I approached Crystal apologizing LMAO. I am hoping my spastic sassy bitchassness was enough to maybe save me over someone like Adam? I can go at any time, why not take out Adam before me?
Crystal will defo leave now as soon as she loses an immunity challenge. It is so annoying to believe that Spencer was the one who used all these chats to his benefit. He was such a mute, and anti-social. And then he did this. It is so annoying. He had a chat with Adam/Chels/Crystal and then Me/Chels/Crystal and he had all the information he needed. Fuck him. It was such a dumb move in my eyes. He won't last till the end at all. But I do think he needed to do something big to separate himself from big personalities, and I guess this was that.
I just wonder if he could have did it at a later time and been closer to the finish after we all left. He has a long path to go in my eyes.
Erinn/Me have bonded a ton recently. So I am hoping she also fights a bit for me to stay. We will see tonight.
Nobody else is talking: Dolly/Silas/Marcus want nothing to do with me now that they know I turned on Robb(FML). I went out of my way to help Spencer/Crystal/Chels to just get screwed. It sucks so much.
I hope Spencer gets what he deserves and loses. Crystal would have easily taken that boy to the end. But again, he defo needed to separate his game from hers. So I see why. I just think he should have waited. His timing was too early.
Jaclyn announced she had Chels's other idol half. She may use it tonight on Adam or myself to save us. With that, we could blindside one of them: Likely Spencer. We shall see though. I have a thought that she likely won't be using it. Ugh.
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Post by Cirie Fields on Mar 23, 2015 22:52:48 GMT
I do want to say. If I leave tonight. I have had so much fun in this series. It was literally so much fun. Anything I said was joking to Jeremiah and the other hosts. I really had a ball. Thank you for an amazing pro boards game, it was well done and loved it. <3 I just feel so blindsided, but all I can do is clap for Spencer if it does him any good in the game. Queens bitches like chels, myself, crystal being knocked off our high thrones was defo a huge move. Fun to watch. And for that reason, I can respect and be okay with it. I just don't have to like it right now. I can play mah bitch Cirie Fucking Fields up a bit longer. Till my torch is snuffed. This game, win or lose, has been amazing. Thanks so much either way this goes.
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Post by Cirie Fields on Mar 23, 2015 23:32:20 GMT
About three minutes ago I deleted a post that was posted for about 60 seconds.
It had my vote, fake reason, and then a fake idol picture. I said I was using it on myself. And then I waited until one of the people in the big group of 6 saw it on the board. Then I deleted it. I am hoping it causes them to vote for Adam even more. We will see. In addition, Adam did better in the challenge this round. Plus, he has been less vocal and more UTR then me. I hope they vote him out over me. So nervous.
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